Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Charles Bukowski, Factotum

If you're going to try, go all the way. Otherwise don't even start.
This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives and maybe even your mind. 
It could mean not eating for three or four days.
It could mean freezing on a park bench.
It could mean jail.
It could mean derision.
It could mean mockery--isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance, of how much you really want to do it.
And, you'll do it, despite rejection and the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. 
If you're going to try, go all the way. There is no other feeling like that.
You will be alone with the gods, and the nights will flame with fire. You will ride life straight to perfect laughter.
It's the only good fight there is.

No offense Charlie, but this is complete bullshit. What is success without someone to share it with?

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Tick Tock


I promised myself I would be better at making lists, so here we go.

Books Tom has read at least halfway through but not finished:
  1. Clean Code
  2. The Ruby Programming Language
  3. Hacking: The Art of Exploitation
  4. The Art of Computer Programming: Fundamental Algorithms
  5. The Pragmatic Programmer
  6. The Algorithm Design Manual
  7. Understanding Comics
Things Tom has plenty of:
  1. Stress from working on Master's thesis
  2. Stress from looking for enjoyable employment
  3. A great girlfriend
  4. A dog that thinks she is a human
  5. Interests
Things Tom will do this summer:
  1. Finish thesis work
  2. Find employment
  3. Complete 50+ Project Euler solutions in at least three different languages
  4. Write some audio effects for Mixxx
  5. Finish the Raspi/Arduino controlled treat dispenser website for Lisbeth
  6. Create a tiled screensaver/installation of public IP cameras using GStreamer
  7. Finish the work I started on a granular synth for Buzztrax

Things Tom does not have, at all:
  1. One focused interest
  2. Free time
  3. A pet Grue
  4. The new Boards of Canada vinyl (why did I order from overseas...)